Well, I'm not so much angry at him anymore. I'm just more of generally depressed. I've been listening to songs, and they all seem to remind me of him for some reason. Even if the lyrics have nothing to do with it. Well, Except this one song that reminds me of Jack. But thinking about him doesn't help my depression much. Also, everything reminds me of him, and it's awful. Even more so, It seems everyone else is in a happy relationship. Or starting one. Man, I hate it when I feel this way. Because, I want to be happy for my friends but it's hard. I think being away from all my friend for over a month has done little to help though. I never thought I'd feel so lonely with out them. I mean, I didn't have siblings or too many friends around when I was younger, and I never felt this depressed. It's probably my damn hormones. >(
Anyway. Posting lyrics always seem to make me feel a little better, so I'll post lyrics that remind me of things and see if that helps get them out of my head.

Remind me of Jack:

Fall Out Boy-Bang The Doldrums

Best friends
Ex-friends to the end
Better off as lovers
And not other way around
...
The tombstones are waiting
They were half engraved
They knew it was over
Just didn't know the day

Remind me of other guy:

Cute is what We Aim For-Curse Of Curves

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win
Her bone structure screams
"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse of curves
So with the combination of my gift with one liners
And my way
My way with words
It seems I'm too hip to keep tight lipped
And you're on the gossip team
You're making something out of nothing
And jealousy's the cousin, the cousin of greed

Coheed And Cambria-The Suffering(this one doesn't even make sense, but it reminds me of him anyway. I'm kinda messed up. lol)
Listen well, will you marry me (Not now, Boy)
And are you well in the Suffering (You've been)
The most gracious of hosts
You may be invited, girl, but you're not coming in

Listen well, will you marry me (Not now, Boy)
And are you well in the Suffering (You've been)
The most gracious of hosts
I may be invited, girl, but I'm not coming in

(Hey, Hey!)
If it was up to me
I would've figured you out
Way before the year clocked out
Oh, I hope you're waiting

(Hey, Hey!)
If it was up to me
I would have never walked out
So until the sun burns out
Oh, I hope you're waiting

...So, yeah. Just me ranting in hopes of making me feel better. I'm thinking of going to see Wanted again to perk myself up. Although I haven't seen Hancock, of Hellboy II yet. So I might see one of those instead.